Her words rang true in his head. Like an echo never fading. The smoke from the cigarette filled his lungs. He continuously played the same key of the piano, he didn't know what key it was and it didn't matter. he stared at the wall. he remembered it all, her words, her face, her clothes, even her smell. He was afraid, not of death nor pain but of his feelings he couldn't control. He knew what she felt towards him, nothing. It has always been like this, him alone. he questions if he is a good person or an evil person, if he has done bad, if he deserves this. "Why?" keeps coming back to him, is this his future? To be alone. He can't understand
Look at me,
Judge me please,
Fear not my reaction,
For I fear not the truth,
I ask all of you,
Those who have rejected me.
Rejected me and excused yourself with a simple friendship,
I wish not to break this friendship,
Nor to hinder it,
but i wish to know,
I need to know,
What is wrong with me?
Your words tell me nothing,
Are you protecting me,
Are you protecting yourself?
Look at my face,
My body,
Shout the truth and let it be heard.
Am I monster?
If so,
Would you love a monster?
Would you comprehend the beauty that lies within the beast?
A Chant to an Angel by TheFatBasterdII, literature
Literature
A Chant to an Angel
Do not fear my sweet angel,
My paper heart,
Tho weak and malleable,
To stone and steel it may change,
If I wished it so.
Take your wings and fly,
To he who is truly meant for you,
I wish not to hold your wings,
I would still be here,
Arms open to my female Gabriel.
I cannot say that i wish not be with you and make you happy,
Nor can i say that being with you would make you happy,
I will respect your choice,
cherish your friendship,
And always wait for you to give me the Call of Duty,
For I will always stand by your side.
I knew a boy named johnny,
He wore a heavy heart,
Johnny is lonely boy
Always smiling always hurt
Johnny cannot stand the silence
He hates himself
She took his hand and stopped him
He wanted a way out
Johnny felt her warmth
He did not know what to do
His heart again torn
Could it be real
Or what is just his mind.
Johnny does not know his own heart
He hopes she does...
Her words rang true in his head. Like an echo never fading. The smoke from the cigarette filled his lungs. He continuously played the same key of the piano, he didn't know what key it was and it didn't matter. he stared at the wall. he remembered it all, her words, her face, her clothes, even her smell. He was afraid, not of death nor pain but of his feelings he couldn't control. He knew what she felt towards him, nothing. It has always been like this, him alone. he questions if he is a good person or an evil person, if he has done bad, if he deserves this. "Why?" keeps coming back to him, is this his future? To be alone. He can't understand
Look at me,
Judge me please,
Fear not my reaction,
For I fear not the truth,
I ask all of you,
Those who have rejected me.
Rejected me and excused yourself with a simple friendship,
I wish not to break this friendship,
Nor to hinder it,
but i wish to know,
I need to know,
What is wrong with me?
Your words tell me nothing,
Are you protecting me,
Are you protecting yourself?
Look at my face,
My body,
Shout the truth and let it be heard.
Am I monster?
If so,
Would you love a monster?
Would you comprehend the beauty that lies within the beast?
A Chant to an Angel by TheFatBasterdII, literature
Literature
A Chant to an Angel
Do not fear my sweet angel,
My paper heart,
Tho weak and malleable,
To stone and steel it may change,
If I wished it so.
Take your wings and fly,
To he who is truly meant for you,
I wish not to hold your wings,
I would still be here,
Arms open to my female Gabriel.
I cannot say that i wish not be with you and make you happy,
Nor can i say that being with you would make you happy,
I will respect your choice,
cherish your friendship,
And always wait for you to give me the Call of Duty,
For I will always stand by your side.
I knew a boy named johnny,
He wore a heavy heart,
Johnny is lonely boy
Always smiling always hurt
Johnny cannot stand the silence
He hates himself
She took his hand and stopped him
He wanted a way out
Johnny felt her warmth
He did not know what to do
His heart again torn
Could it be real
Or what is just his mind.
Johnny does not know his own heart
He hopes she does...
I am Atlas and
I saw the sky fall upon us.
I did not flinch.
The world around me screamed and ran
while i took my stance.
If no one would do it,
I should.
The weight was much
but I did not back out.
The years pass
and my strength has grown
yet the weight is still the same and more.
My body is strong
but my spirit is weak,
and the world is still unchanged,
they have forgotten about me
and the sky above them.
During these days
I have grown weak
in spirit and mind,
grown wary of humankind
and grown to hate them for their selfishness.
In a gust of fresh air I feel the weight get lighter,
in the distance a figure stands
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Alright guys I know I don't write many journals and most are for honor-less self-promotion but this time it's still self-promotion :D I'm sorry. me and a few friends have started a new website Http://absolutemeh.com but the main site is still under construction but we have a few blogs going on so check them out comment and support us please!
Well I started making Youtube videos once again but this time I'm doing it right with a few friends. I made a Deviant account to post our vids and other art that isn't my usual writing. go on an check it out and watch cause we have a lot of thing coming. http://ill-LegitimateLogic.Deviantart.com and our Youtube channel http://www.youtube.com/user/illlegitimatelogic